When I first started on this dream, I was scared to death, I had been watching You-tube videos for so long and I thought I could figure it out, but I also really wasn't sure what to expect. I had seen Resin, river tables, epoxy river tables, creativity and beauty and function elegantly created to work in harmony. But I thought there is no way I can build something like that. So I decided I had to at least try because you never know until you try. So The first table I ever built was done in my garage, epoxy leaked everywhere and I sitll have resin on the floor, it didn't fully cure properly and I had to refinish multiple times, it was a huge mess but at the end it finally came out ok. Are there things I would change about it now absolutely but it was the first one I ever built and so I had to leave it. It allows me to look and see how far I've come. So I'm stuck with my imperfect first table, but it inspired me to try again because I realized I could do this and I tried again and sure enough the second table was better, and the 3rd table was even better and by the time the 4th table was built I had started to create for clients outside of my own family. I guess what I'm saying is don't give up on your dreams, no matter how difficult or impossible they may seem. It is possible and I'm living proof you can accomplish your dreams if you truly put your mind to it and don't take no for an answer.